went school on saturday for a very lame reason
and i just happened to realise that i met rinna and jack 6/7 days per week
was sleeping on the bus comfortably with a very sweet dream
until the noise of a group of guys distroyed it totally
but the dream...
how i wish it's real =)

intellectual or perceptual, that's a question
that's a question
tough question...

Labels: normal girl's normal life ^^

sigh...
such an unlucky me:
i dropped my contact lens into toilet bowl on tuesday
wore white shirt and got splashed wet INSIDE OUT with dirty water on wednesday
missed my CS2 class due to the alarm clock of my phone didn't ring this morning (low in battery)
comparing to the jiayin in year1
i can take most of the jokes now
as in i understand
those who i bickering with are considering friends
closer than schoolmates
but
jokes do have limits
sometimes, something, i don't really like =]

just download another emo song ==> 泪海
"你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海 付出的感情永远找不回来"

Labels: normal girl's normal life ^^

oh my tian!
i stayed at home for the whole day to study despite it's not study week yet
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
actually i'd spend sometime to play icy tower on facebook =X
but still can't break the record that guanzhong & fiona had set for me

think of something through like finally.. after two years..
rinna and jean are both right, i'm thinking too much ALL THE TIMES
should start to change this habit =D

Labels: normal girl's normal life ^^

as i promised myself that i will work hard this semester
i can't break my own promises, right?
but
like what i told rinna today
向上爬很难 向下走很容易
sign...
it's only the second week of the new semester
and i don't feel like doing tutorial work already
what's next?
skip lecture and sleeping in class?
NO NO NO~!!
okay, i should go and do my ERM tutorial before having date with my sleeping god :D
JIAYIN, BE A GOOD GIRL~!!

i chose reality instead of feeling though it hurts at this moment, time to grow up =)

i want...

Labels: belief

没有起伏的情绪
因为你出现后划破平静
震撼我已经封闭的心
冰山和雪在溶解
回到初次的相遇
风在吹 一个人独自美丽
灰的天空为何没有表情
你的心下雨

就让我爱你 没有了自己
残破的光影 黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地 就算生命所剩无几
只要拥抱瞬间的默契

就让我爱你 证明有奇迹
再狂野的心 灵魂的深处有你
我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去
幸福很远心却在一起

过去总是挥不去
再坚强记忆仍像恶梦不醒
我的泪水淌过你的天空
雨下不停 心好痛
风像画笔看着我
你的容颜竟在风的前头
我的心画出第一次的彩虹
因为你 我相信

就让我爱你 证明有奇迹
我愿意
放弃世界微笑而去
下一个世纪 让我爱你

such a nice song
love the lyrics to the max
i wonder..
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have no lesson to day
but i still went to school around 10am to change my cds
since there's no more place left for "basic nutrition"
i stay at the given cds which is "business chinese"
fangying told me that the subject is quite boring
let's wish i wouldn't feel the same way as her =)

Labels: it's all about......SCHOOL, songs

think i've pick up the habit to blog everyday
ridiculously, there's nothing special for me to blog recently
so..
met almost all my new classmates during comm sk2 lesson
after that went to kfc eat + slack with rinna
we spent quite a lot of time to get Fatin's number and tried to guess who kai boon is
hehehe..
we talked about holidays
and
she said i 身在福中 不知福 by using the same tone as my mum
sign, recently abit low in mood
which caused me don't feel like staying at home
don't want my mum to see my emotional face or get any influence from me
i love mum =)
(out of topic again)

on the bus home
i found that for the first time in my poly life, i feel like study
without any other reasons
purely "want", the feeling which i had lost for around 2 years
hope it last =)
our project group still lack of 2 people
well, i did try my best on "marketing"
for me, no matter what results it will be for the retarded grouping
i've no regrets, cuz i did TRY instead of sitting there and let the tutor to decide everything

time to sleep
ps: recently trying to sleep 5hours instead of 4 hours per day =D

Labels: it's all about......SCHOOL

first day of school
i don't really know how to describe about it
overall, it's a
low, middle, lowest, lower, middle, high, middle, high

thanks for read until this line
and thanks for thinking that i'm a serious mood swing freak
i also think so =S
it's life and those ups and downs can only make it more colourful, exciting, full of wishes, hopeless and dreams

i dreamt, i tried, i flied, i enjoyed, i dropped, i hurted, i cried, i thought, i realised, i understood, i smile, i will......
not going to make the same mistake twice =)

Labels: all because of you, it's all about......SCHOOL

exactly 12 hours to my first lecture of semester 2.2 at temasek poly and i'm feeling nervous about the reopening of school like never before
this reminds me of one meaningful sentence which i had read somewhere before
it's something like: 80% of the things that we worried had never happened in our life
let's wish it falls under the 80%
please.

ps: christina tan hui zhi, i'm glad to know you (ahem, ahem, stop saying i'm gay behind your laptop)

Labels: it's all about......SCHOOL

staying at home for the forth day
9 days to school reopen

i need a life, even the stressing school life better than now
it seems everybody has job
and i just staying at home to clean the house and surfing the net
a waste of life
besides
without friends around
jiayin can't stop herself from thinking
all those negative thoughts flooded her brain
sigh..
hope my coughing recover soon
and next week
I GONNA MEET MY GALS

ps: CYT, for ur information, i'm not retarded =)

Labels: normal girl's normal life ^^

don't bully me, i've a kingdom ~!! heeheehee..

and of course i'm the queen there

and my soldier

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one the of place i went which i found quite fun is song chen (the city of song dynesty) at hangzhou. it's a theme park which constructed in the ancient way and people inside the park all wearing the ancient clothes. i spent 20rmb to rent one "costume" to walk around the "city" also. hehehe.. it's fun.

Labels: pikacheers ^^, those memories

yawnnnnnnnnnn~
jiayin is back ^^
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just heard that school reopen in less than two weeks time
i thought it's going to reopen in 3 weeks time
btw, da seah just said she has no time to meet me before school reopen =\

sick for around one week already
lucky, i've no high fever
orelse sure got caught by the security guard of airport

took hundreds of photos during this one month trip
cuz went to shanghai and hangzhou finally
the two places that i always want to go ^^

some photos tomorrow......

Labels: life is G R E A T, pikacheers ^^

will be on the plane 24hrs later
another year had pass

exactly one year
i don't know..
will keep on thinking about my grandma whenever i need to be back
mum asked me whether i feel like staying in that old house with grandpa for few days
again, i rejected
i know, that's sad for him
i miss him just the same as he miss me
but
still don't feel like seeing that place
just too much memories
which i can't take it
maybe, will try to stay with him this time bah..
grandpa is not young already..
who knows what will happen tomorrow?


exactly one year
so much things had happened in school
somehow, i managed to struggle through
with more real friends
much positive mind
and wider smiles =)


exact one year
they told me there's a great change again
somehow, i sense it
never mind
i smile, no matter what happens =)
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some overdue photos:




thanks guys for the great memories =]

Labels: pikacheers ^^, those memories

first day of school holiday
enjoying a life of being ah zai ^^
computer + music + food + sleep + breeze
hehehehehehe ..

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yesterday went pool with them at hougang
such a weird place for us
all thanks to guan zhong's professional psycho skills
-claps-
world is really small, just after we talked about that the 03 clique maybe there too
we saw them
so i was thinking that: maybe later jessica or qinglong will be popping out? they living in hougang too
then i saw qinglong, richard and shiyuan
suddenly so many BIT people there
hehehehehehe..

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new blog skin soon =]

Labels: life is G R E A T

totally not in the study mood tonight due to something
and it's 3 days away from my first paper
feel like crying
should concentrate on revision only
but why i'm thinking about everything except study?
just keep on reminding myself that
"don't ever make the same mistake twice"
but it seems useless
easy to say, hard to do
on the edge of pull down my gpa again
haiz..

i hate myself for being sensitive
why did i notice that?
listen to me, tell me, and save me..

Labels: will be fine

backpain is getting worse -.-
and study week is serious a nightmare
don't even have to mood, motivation and yet must force myself to memorise those lecture notes

oh, ya..
i just anyhow drew on one of the photos of the thursday outing
actually wanted to post it here
but i think the main actor inside is gonna kill me for sure
better reserve it bah ..
or maybe later upload on facebook?
heeheehee..

k, time back to study

Labels: normal girl's normal life ^^

speechless

as real friends understand who am i

and the fakes wouldn't believe in what am i saying

-vivid smile-

Labels: belief

jiayin is happy
after the long sleep
finally starts her revision =D


ps: i still want a teddy bear, gonna buy one for myself ^^

Labels: it's all about......SCHOOL, pikacheers ^^

jiayin & jacq the geisha

Labels: it's all about......SCHOOL, pikacheers ^^

也许一个人最好的样子就是静一点
哪怕一个人生活
穿越一个又一个城市
走过一条又一条街道
仰望一片又一片天空
见证一场又一场离别
终于可以坦然的说
我不再那么执着

=]

Labels: belief

i'm curious
i'm enduring
i'm trying to SELECT & DELETE every single sentence that hurts me
i'm trying to talk about 3 things at once, again..
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think i should go sleeep after blogging
damn cui everyday
imagining woke up around 6 30 and reached home around 11 for days?
and think of OTBS project make me wanna cry
it's really hard for me, need help from friends for every page
sorry people for keep on disturbing you
and
thanks people for helping me in different ways =)

once upon a time, i believe, there's rainbow after the rain
as time passby, i realise, there's only lightening before the rain

都是背了太多的心愿 流星才会跌的那么重

Labels: belief